hey everyone..another day another post...blah i'm sick..have been since yesterday.. had a fever of 100.3 and a huge headache..the same way i felt when i first started T and got sick..the doc says that during the first year or so of a transition your body is getting use to the huge change your bringing upon it and it tends to break down your immune system...she says it'll build back up as time goes on but for now its low..so im sick..second time in 18 weeks..sucky..but its okay life is painful and it is what it is..wednesday will be 19 weeks..yay..my voice is sounding excellent..and the muscles on my back and shoulders are getting much much bigger..its awesome to feel my body as its slowly changing into what i always wanted it to be.. wonderful..ive been seeing this girl jasmin..she's awesome..i'm a guy to her and thats it..i asked her how she felt about me being trans and she said that if i knew i was a guy then so did she and that was all that matter..for the first time in my life i've been able to open up my body in a sexual way that i never was able to do before..i can't believe how good she makes me feel..i finally know what its like to having emotions that i dont have to ignore or that make me angry..instead its happy..thats it..jasmin makes my life happy as do i....post soon..until then..later...