hey everyone..another post for another day..i wanted to blog about my expierence yesterday..i went swimming bare chested for the first time..my mom looked over at me and asked how it felt..all i could say was "free" that's the best way i know how to explain it..i remember when i was 14 and the pool supervisor told me i couldn't swim in trunks so i had to leave..i was so upset because i wanted to swim but couldnt' without a womans bathing suit..i was so frustrated...that was the last time i went swimming in a pool..if i did go i'd head to the lake..but it became a rare occassion...last night i had the confidence to go swimming..it felt so natural..something i've wanted to do my entire life..since i started swimming at 6 years old..its amazing at how chest surgery has impacted my life..i watch my you tube vids from before T and i can't believe how i sounded..i use to say i have a deep voice for a girl..lol..no i didn't..not at all..amuses me really..that past life of mine is a part of my life and always will be..but i'm able to look at that person as somebody other than who i am today..anyways..wanted to blog..post again soon..until then..later..