Hey everyone...another post..sorry its been so long..i've been working alot to catch up finacially from sugery..i've just been thinking alot lately..and i've noticed that my soul and who i am has carried over with me in my transition..but so many things about me have changed too...i'm a different person..im a man now..and the world views men differently...to go from being a white female to a white privileged male in our society is a huge change..from the way im tlaked to treated the way women look at me...women are very flirtatious and they wonder why we're horny all the time..lol..they give you looks out of the corner of thier eyes that say things that wont ever happen lol..my body matches my identity now..i'm accepting the life i lived for so many years..but its hard sometimes because i wish i could have lived my childhood in my gender..i took a friends daughter to the dentist and another little boy walked in and the dental asst said right this way mister..and it made me smile but at the same time frown because i missed out on all those little things that make you who you are..i'm a new male..i didn't grow up being male so i'm still learning how to fit in the world as male..my transition exists every day..yes i'll have the next 60 years as male but the first 24 years of my life i will miss every day of my life...i've been reborn into who i am..and now i begin my journey down a mended path..my body is no longer my enemy..i have forgiven it..i look in the mirror and i dont see the girl i was..i see the man i am now....its a feeling in its own..post soon..until then..later...